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Maybe sometimes I've think too highly of myself... or really I'm not that important...
Sometimes... No one listens to you... No one cares what you think... No one really cares whether you are there sitting alone or whatever... Sometimes I just hate talking in MSN... felt kinda stupid... hate this feeling... Not that I don't wanna to join in... but sometimes... when it comes to serious thing... I wanted thing to be serious... Not everytime joke, lame around and playing a fool... But everytime it's disappoints me... no one is serious in what are we going to talk about... no conclusion made... no nothing... Everytime when I were talking in the MSN... I just hate it when people don't listens to what you said... even if you have repeated it for hundreds or thousands of time... they just treat you like dirt... Don't care what you said... well... maybe they don't treat me as friend, maybe they don't treat me as a human... haiz... think i should let go of this feeling and hide myself in a corner... or maybe i shouldn't join into any talk... should just keep myself quiet... or never login my MSN again... Life is short... nothing in this world will remain unchanged... i should have forget about this and live life as it is... but some how this feeling just upset me alot... Alot more than you think... maybe they think what I have said is a small little thing or they might even said that I'm selfish and only cares about myself... but things just don't work out for me that way... If you have a heart which I can enter, there will always be a place which whatever I said is important and you will remembered it... If there isn't a place I can stay... i will keep quiet and walk away.... Don't worry I won't disturb you... I will go away... Away... [feeling-abandoned]__ Shizel at 4/10/2005 11:29:00 PM
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