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Woah~ after a really really long time~ i decided to write my blog again...
hahaha... juz wanna have a place to throw something in... My dear fren, Alex, will be going to Taiwan to serve his NS... and he will be gone for a year! Haiz, i will miss him, wish him all the best and have a smooth journey to Taiwan... oya~ rememeber to buy some staffs for us over there... LOL... hope he can get a girlfren over there =x Below is a song for my dear fren Alex ^^ Sweetest Goodbye Where you are seems to be As far as an enternity Outstretched arms open hearts And if it never ends then when do we start? I'll never left you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receive Pushing forward and arching back Bring me closer to heart attack Say goodbye and just fly away When you come back I have some things to say How does it feel to know you never have to be alone When you get home There must be someplace here that only you and I could go So i can show you how I... Dream away everyday Try so hard to disregard The rhythm of the rain that drops And coincides with the beating of my heart I'll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receive Pushing forward and arching back Bring me closer to heart attack Say goodbye and just fly away When you come back I have some things to say How does it feel to know you never have to be alone When you get home There must be someplace here that only you and I could go So i can show you how I feel taken from Maroon5 - Songs About Jane Juz to wish Alex a "Sweetest goodbye"... hehex... [feeling-abandoned]__ Shizel at 2/25/2006 10:20:00 PM Thursday, May 12, 2005
Long ago, there was a bird who sang but just once in her life.
From the moment she left the nest, she searched the longest leaf for a thorn tree, never resting until she found one. Then she began to sing, more sweetly than any other creature on the face of the earth. But carry away in the rapturous honor song, she impaled herself on the longest, sharpest thorn. As she was dying, she rose above her own agony to out-sing even the lark and the nightingale. the thorn bird traded her life for that one song and the whole world was captured to listen! And God, in his heaven smiles~ As her very best was bought out only of the cost of great pain. Driven by the thorn, with no fear for her death to come. But when we push the thorn into our breast, We know... We understand... And still...we choose the pain of the thorn... Taken from F.I.R. Album - Wu Xian [feeling-abandoned]__ Shizel at 5/12/2005 03:08:00 PM Sunday, April 10, 2005
Maybe sometimes I've think too highly of myself... or really I'm not that important...
Sometimes... No one listens to you... No one cares what you think... No one really cares whether you are there sitting alone or whatever... Sometimes I just hate talking in MSN... felt kinda stupid... hate this feeling... Not that I don't wanna to join in... but sometimes... when it comes to serious thing... I wanted thing to be serious... Not everytime joke, lame around and playing a fool... But everytime it's disappoints me... no one is serious in what are we going to talk about... no conclusion made... no nothing... Everytime when I were talking in the MSN... I just hate it when people don't listens to what you said... even if you have repeated it for hundreds or thousands of time... they just treat you like dirt... Don't care what you said... well... maybe they don't treat me as friend, maybe they don't treat me as a human... haiz... think i should let go of this feeling and hide myself in a corner... or maybe i shouldn't join into any talk... should just keep myself quiet... or never login my MSN again... Life is short... nothing in this world will remain unchanged... i should have forget about this and live life as it is... but some how this feeling just upset me alot... Alot more than you think... maybe they think what I have said is a small little thing or they might even said that I'm selfish and only cares about myself... but things just don't work out for me that way... If you have a heart which I can enter, there will always be a place which whatever I said is important and you will remembered it... If there isn't a place I can stay... i will keep quiet and walk away.... Don't worry I won't disturb you... I will go away... Away... [feeling-abandoned]__ Shizel at 4/10/2005 11:29:00 PM Friday, April 01, 2005
wooo.... today is April Fool day... hehe..
So sad, I actually believed two people and got tricked... One is Ciwen, and another is Da Jie.... Ciwen de normal lah.... quite lame... He juz told me that I have grow taller, which i actually believe him... Then he told me happry April Fool... Zzzzzz.... As for Da Jie, she's the worst.... Early in the morning, i sent her a message, asking her to help me buy a bottle of pink dolphin as I din bring my bottle to school today... About 8.30am bahz... When i received her messages, I din realised her first message, it was only the second message when I started reading... I read the second message first... inside she wrote... "Ping, you angry ar? why din reply de... hmmmm" Then I was like... Why I will be angry... Then i started reading her first message... "Today very tired... don't feel like going to school..." Wow... then i sian 1/2... cause no one to lame with me in school... Very boring one... Haha... but i replied her this way... "Don't come oso nvm..." Then she replied... "okie... then i go cycling le... bye" ARG~!!! I go mad.... And i replied her... "Shit! this is called tired ar... watever lah..." And we end our message here... Think about 9am bahz... when suddenly someone knock on my window... I turned my head and saw a bottle of pink dolphin.. Then i was shocked... Shit.... I've been fooled... And then i chased Da Jie round the labs.... Hahahaha.... Nice one, Da Jie... Manage to trick me with that one... Then we combined our force, hahhaa, and decided to trick others too... hehe... here are our successful April Fool tricks... Case1 : WeiQi and Don When we were walking down the corner, we saw WeiQi wondering outside his lab... Then we decided that to make him the first one... Da Jie started pretending that she was on the phone with her mum, and we walked towards WeiQi's lab... When we were there... Da Jie pretend to lend money from me... This was when Don came out of his lab and passed me his thumb drive... Then he asked Da Jie how much she need and he passed her $14 (we dont wanna trick him de... but he came our way... so... hehehe).... And I passed Da Jie $10 too... And then i told WeiQi that Da Jie need some cash... WeiQi keep asking Da Jie what she wanna buy... Then Da Jie told him that she need to pay bills... And told him that her electricity bills din pay for 3 months le, then today the electricity was cut off... Then WeiQi asked Da Jie she need how much, Da Jie replied him he got how much then lend how much lor... Wow... WeiQi is so ::thumb up:: He actually lent Da Jie $90 to clear her bills.... So nice of him... and so bad of us... Wahahaha... It's was after lunch when we returned him the money... He was shocked and couldn't believe we bluff him... He keep repeating... "I'm so kind and cute, you all still bear to bluff me~!" Haha... sorry WeiQi.. part of the game... hehe... You're so nice~ ::thumb up again:: Case 2 : Alex (not A5 one) Alex is so funny.... cause he went ard cheating people today, and we decided to give him one back... hehe.... I told him that we will be havin lunch in SEG canteen, and we are sitting near the staff's corner.... But we went to FJ instead.... Then he called up Da Jie and asked where we are, and Da Jie keep asking him, whether he is sure he is in SEG canteen mah.... Then finally Da Jie told him we are in FJ... Then he sian 1/2... hahaha.... The funniest is not this... Is when he called Da Jie and told her he wont be coming to join us for lunch... Then when Da Jie called back him, he told Da Jie he got go FJ to find us, but when he din see us, he thought it was another trick by us... hahaha... he actually bluff himself with that... hehe... Case 3 : Shiraz This one is the nicest.... hehe... Da Jie msg Raz after our 3pm break.... and told her that Don and me quarrelled during break due to whether to watch movie or go for dinner after school, as we are celebrating Don's bdae... Then I received Raz's call asking me what Don want.. and I replied... "Aiya... dunno him lah... tell him see movie got time restriction, go eat better can go home early oso, dunno him lah... watever... you go call him yourself and talk to him lah..." Hahaha.... i acted serious and she actually believed me.... Hehehe.... I and Da Jie do a Hi 5 when I asked Raz to call Don... We faster rush over to Don's lab and see what Raz told him.... She funny lah... Asked Don.... "Don.... What's your problem??" hahaa.... Thanks RAz for thinking is Don's fault not mine.... Best Pal... Then Don keep throwing Raz back at me... asking Raz to ask me about Monday stuff.... Da Jie keep msging Raz to update and told raz to call me and ask.... And FINALLY.... she called... But not me... She called Da Jie.... And Da Jie told her this... "Raz... we come out with a conclusion after disscussing, and they all wanted me to tell you... Happy April's Fool...." Wahahaha... RAz was yelling her head out over the phone... and when Da Jie passed her phone to me... Raz told me she hate us all.... ahhahaa... funny funny.... so much fun... hehehe... Case 4 : Eric Arg.... this one is a failure.... Eric dont seems to care oso... Raz your acting too lousy le lah... that's why din bluff Eric... We told Eric that RAz is angry over the joke we played on her.... and asked Eric to msg her to cool her down... Although Eric did msg her... but he already knew it all along... no fun... Case 5 : Don (SPECIAL) This is a special case... i din trick him... but it's kinda funny so I decided to put it in.... Don ar... funny guy... he msg me asked to bluff ping.... wahahah.... ya.... he ASKED me to BLUFF MYSELF... damn lame sia.... wanna bluff me but end up sending the msg to me... wahahaha.... So fun today...Have a great fun~ Happy April Fool~! [feeling-abandoned]__ Shizel at 4/01/2005 10:43:00 PM Saturday, March 26, 2005
Wo~ Juz reached home... and here I am writing my blog...
Today, i had a gathering with Weiling they all to go to Weiling's mum shop to have a feast... I was late when meeting up with Weiling, so i called her and asked which bus can reached her house and she told me to take 856 to the bus-stop nearest to her house... Then i took the bus and looking out of the bus to see the bus-stop that Weiling told me.... But the trip become strange... The bus was like going the wrong way... It even went to a place i dunno even know woodlands have.... A Prison -.-'''.... Wow... then I faster called Weiling and asked her if 856 really can reached her house... And that was when we found out that.... I TOOK THE BUS THE WRONG WAY~! Haiz... So sad... Like that also can took the wrong way... I must be really a Direction Idiot.... Hahaha... And FINALLY... I met up with Weiling and went to her house... Wow... Her boyboy so cute~ But cannot carry him, cause he's sleeping... So sad... Hahaha... Then Weiling showed me her wedding photos.... WOW.... She looked SOOOO mature... Hehehe... Then we went out and met up with Chin Heng and Kevin.... Haiz.... Kevin, as usual, LATE! After meeting up with him, we went to Jurong Point to shop... Laming all the way in the train to Jurong Point... We took Cab to Weiling's mum shop and met up with all the rest of the class... We ate dinner there, the food was good but we can't eat finish... Too full... Then someone suggested to play game to finish up the food... Phew... Luckily, I didn't have to eat up the food... It's was fun and happy to play with this gang... Weiling, thanks for the dinner, it's was great~! After saying goodbye to the rest, Chin Heng, Weiling and me took a cab back home... But i got down at Jurong East MRT Station to meet up with Eric to have a midnight show in Sembawang, Sun Plaza... We were watching The Eye 10... I was very scared at first... But when the show started... Actually I din notice that it already started... hahaha... I thought it was another ad... hahaha... Hahahhaha... but the movie... REALLY DAMN FUNNY.... I can only laugh all the way... Still got Eric sitting beside me laming all the way... still dare to complain i laugh too loud.... then don't make me laugh lah... hahaha... really funny.... I wanna put down the 10 ways de... But later the show nobody go watch... so cannot... hahaha... Really love the show... After watching the movie, we was scaring Raz all the way... Cause got a sence happen to be in a lift... then we keep scaring Raz as she later have to take a lift back... hahaha... After saying goodbye to Raz, we (Eric, Alex, Da Jie ane me!) took a cab to Singapre Custom... wow... first time see custom so empty and quiet... of course there's no bus at that time.. 2am... So we walked all the way to Malaysia Custom... So cooling, so nice.... hehe... When we reached the petrol station near the custom, my dad was there to pick us up.... My dad only took 20min to reach our house... Then when everyone had a bath, my younger sister, ting, drove us to the nearby prata shop to eat... really hungry then... about 4am le... After eating, we went home and then look at some of my baby's photos... haha... i keep saying cute... then Eric keep saying me thick skined... but who cares... still cute... Wahahhahaha.... Then i took out my primary diary to see... all my primary frenz's contacts is inside... full of memories... Ting later took out her diary too... wahahhaha... Her frenz all very lame lehz... Put down enemies' name all that... got 2 i remembered very clearly... One is... She put enemy name : Siva... Then she wrote below... To Siva... you sucks... hahaha.... then after that she put.... To Huiting... thanks for letting me write in your diary... wahaha... damn lame... Another one is.... this guy... he wrote... Huiting, hope that you can pass your PSLE with flying colours.. cause I know I will... wahahaha... funny right~ We cannot stop laughing... it was then 5am plus when we finally become tired (mostly because of laughing) and fall asleep.... It's a fun and enjoyable day today... Thanks guys and gals... you all make my life never boring... [feeling-abandoned]__ Shizel at 3/26/2005 02:38:00 AM Tuesday, March 22, 2005
We celebrated Shiraz's bdae last Sat... nothing much, she treat us out for lunch at the place where she's working...This is not the fun part, as we had already sabo her when Shiraz they all were at my house...We suggested playing answering of lame questions, if she can't find the answer within 3 tries, then a balloon with flour with then brust on her head...haha... Imgine we are pouring the flour inside the balloons, hard work...Well... She got MOST of the questions wrong... but she's not the only one that been sabotaged...My brother,SH, and his frenz helped her with some of the flour attacks... And theirs flour attacks come with the water bomb... haha...Make them sticky all over...Don't say we bully Shiraz... We did gave her a chance to attack back, for every questions she answered correctly, she can choose one person to sit in her place for the flour attack...haha... she choose almost everyone... I was one of them... hahaha... Better than Don le... He was choosen twice, I think...Da Jie and my sister, ting, gave the questions but din not get the flour attack... So unfair... Hahaha..Ling oso got the attack, but eric din... think his face too fierce, that's why Shiraz only asked Don to sit in... Hahaha...It's was fun overall... To see Shiraz all white over, hahaha... Woah~ Coming up next will be Don's bdae... hopefully something "GOOD" happened to him... hehe..
[feeling-abandoned]__ Shizel at 3/22/2005 09:07:00 AM Saturday, March 19, 2005
The Little Prince is written and illustrated by Antoine de Saint Exupéry from France, it's a nice book for all to share...
There are some lines in the book which I love to share with... "If some one loves a flower, of which just one single blossom grows in all the millions and millions of stars, it is enough to make him happy just to look at the stars. He can say to himself, 'Somewhere, my flower is there . . .' " "To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world . . ." "Only the children know what they are looking for. They waste their time over a rag doll and it becomes very important to them; and if anybody takes it away from them, they cry . . ." "The men where you live, raise five thousand roses in the same garden--and they do not find in it what they are looking for. And yet what they are looking for could be found in one single rose, or in a little water. But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart . . ." "The thing that is important is the thing that is not seen . . . It is just as it is with the flower. If you love a flower that lives on a star, it is sweet to look at the sky at night. All the stars are a-bloom with flowers . . . And at night you will look up at the stars. Where I live everything is so small that I cannot show you where my star is to be found. It is better, like that. My star will just be one of the stars, for you. And so you will love to watch all the stars in the heavens . . . they will all be your friends." "All men have the stars but they are not the same things for different people. For some, who are travelers, the stars are guides. For others they are no more than little lights in the sky. For others, who are scholars, they are problems. For my businessman they were wealth. But all these stars are silent. You--you alone--will have the stars as no one else has them-- In one of the stars I shall be living. In one of them I shall be laughing. And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing, when you look at the sky at night . . . You--only you--will have stars that can laugh!" "And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye." Lovely lines isn't it... If you treasure something, that something will be meaningful to you, is not that amount or value that made you treasured, it's the bond that you shared made you treasure it... I love the stars lines.... If you look at the stars knowing that one of the millions of stars had memories with someone who you treasure, then you will smile looking at the stars even if you do not know which is the actual one... Hope you all like it too... and treasure things around you... [feeling-abandoned]__ Shizel at 3/19/2005 10:47:00 AM
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